I. Am. Alive.
It’s been a tough 1.5 months for me, but I am now alive and back towards achieving my goals in life. I have struggled this past month with life and inspiration, but I survived through it and have learned a few important lessons through it:
1) Having a dream or purpose is critical towards sustained happiness.
2) Working towards something you love is better than living aimlessly and doing whatever you want, when you want.
3) I can use my ‘rage’ or my ‘anger’ to help fuel me and my determination when the going gets tough.
4) I don’t need to be accepted.
Anyway, I also got a chance to watch the entire 128 episodes of Hunter x Hunter (2011) in my anger/depression filled month, and WOW, what an excellent anime. I am completely in love with Komugi.
Oh, I also got accepted into UIC. I have about 23 days to decide whether I will accept their offer or not. If I do accept, it’s guaranteed debt, but I think it could be the experience I need, hmph.
I’ve also grown addicted to chess. I’ve actually checkmated a few people already!
Another key to life might be to make the best out of your low times. I can see that even in my depressed/anger filled month, I have been productive to an extent.
Good things are certainly to follow.